Ever since I learned more about my illness, I found my faith in god again.
I do not belong to a denomination, I believe according to what I know and MY Rules.
So, this past week could have been a test from god on so many levels.
My patience were tested, my resolve was tested, my sanity was pushed to the max.
Through all of this I only cried once, and am a bit bitter and sore over everything.
One thing I learned is... Help the helpers, not the takers.
God takes from those that do not give and only take and keep taking. These people are very aware of what they are doing. Only when they do one good deed, they want praise for years for it.
Well, I learned that the only person that matters AT THIS MOMENT... is ME!
I am concentrating on me for awhile. Helping those TAKERS has dragged me down to a point of not getting out of bed until 2 pm.
I am going to leave it at this, mainly due to the fact that I WILL air out dirty laundry. That is something I do not want to do right now.
God bless, and stay golden!
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