Why I am irritated today

Laundry
Dishes
My bitch ex who gets to sit in Florida with no fucking responsibilities and shoot heroin.
Her even more selfish family who has abandoned my son.
This stupid fucking town and its lack of ANYTHING positive and productive.
Addiction.
Withdraw
Being broke
Being 35 and being STUCK exactly where you are with nowhere to go.
Suicide would be a viable option if so many weren't depending on me. So I am pissed off I can't just check the fuck out and leave it all behind.
My goals are just that GOALS, all my friends are miles past where I will EVER be.
A woman has ruined my life.
A woman has ruined my mind.
No one gives a fuck about my music or my art.
I hate my brain.
I hate feeling.
NUMB ME PLEASE!